For anyone to cares to know, I am sorry I've been somewhat out of commission. Not that I have been sick, just busy. I started a new job two weeks ago, almost have the green light on publishing a collection of short stories (I'll update you on that as soon as I know...:) ) and I am trying to also find an apartment while figuring out my life....Busy, as you can tell. As Father Cavenov says in the movie Rudy, "In twenty-five years of religious study, I have discovered two things: There is a God, and I'm not Him."
Although this might seem like something odd to say, it is not so, for though my life is still quite confusing, I know that it will work out and that I will be able to find an apartment soon and find out what I need to know and who I need to be with.
I always wanted a life of adventure, full of new things to try, to do, to experience. Sometimes I must admit I even feel caged and stagnant, which I absolutely hate. As time passes, however, I slowly am beginning to realize that my life is an adventure, with tons of life lessons along the way. I still will always wish to experience more and new exciting things, but in the larger picture perspective, my life has been one of perseverance, faith, and full of love for others that I'm pretty sure will not change with the passage of time. And so I leave you for now, hopefully with a belief in yourself and a knowledge that someone cares, someone far across the void.
3 years ago